I spent lots of time on tonight's post and just deleted all of it.  I decided tonight isn't a good night for me to blog.  I felt like to much went on today, I'm feeling down and beat up from a few things that happened today and in anticipation of what I will be dealing with at the end of the week.

The great thing is that even though life has been stressful there is happiness. I am feeling proud that I am not straying from my good eating and my running is improving.  I'm with my family and we are happy and I have God .  That's all that needs to matter to me. Everything else needs to no longer be a priority in my life...I think it may be time for more changes.