So happy to be sitting in bed resting.  Its been quite a day! The morning went pretty well which is usually a good sign that the entire day will go well. I had my one-on-one work out earlier than usual today for 30 minutes than we did a group workout immeditely after for an hour...WOW...it was a pretty intense, painful 90 minutes; but it was GREAT!  I wish I had that workout at the end of the day to release all the stress that developed afterwards.

My emotions were still pretty strong today.  I was on the verge of tears a few times this afternoon.  There's so much going on right now.  Had a meeting today that involves a life changing decision.  I won't have any answers until tomorrow or Friday so I'm trying not to think about it.Its just tough for me to put something out of my mind that could have a huge impact on my life as well as the life of others.  Unfortunately, this is one of those things where push comes to shove and changes must be made. 

I received a good slap back into realty which may have left another bruise, today.  I have so much work to do on myself and I'm working at it, but it just seems to take so long.  The amount of time it takes and what seems to be setbacks is disapointing to me and when I disapoint myself I feel as though I do the same to others.  I will keep working on this though...I know in my heart there have been positive changes, I see them and feel them in myself; they just might not be visible to others yet.

Tomorrow will be a happy happy day!  That will distract me from everything else that's going on.  It's Joe' birthday and he is graduating elementary school.  I am so proud of that sweet, funny, DRAMATIC little man.  Who, by the way, saw a video in school yesterday about how boys mature physically...wish I recorded the conversation we had about that haha.  Just love him to no end.   It's also the last day of school...it's going to be a summer of change for sure...should be a very interesting ride! 

I have so much praying to do...