Is it Monday already? I can’t believe how quickly the weekend went by; it’s all a blur at this point. I didn’t feel well this weekend. My Diverticulitis was acting up…horrible. I did what I could to push through it but it makes everything I do so uncomfortable. I feel so weak when it flairs up. I feel the need to eat but anything I do eat seems to make it worse. The bloating is unreal…GEEZ! I felt better today, but not 100% by any means. I felt drained, couldn’t get enough water, and real tired…needless to say this did not help with my workout.
Speaking of today’s work out…OIY! It was too hot. The 4 of us that worked out were about to die. It was terrible. I’m not sure how I’ll get through the summer. Although it drained me and I felt like it wasn’t a great workout, I am content knowing I did something. I’m looking forward to tomorrow’s workout, feeling much better, and really pushing myself.
We had out last softball game of the season Sunday so we are done till the fall. When TJ first asked me to join the team I was hesitant because I never played before. This was the second season I played and I enjoyed it more than the first. I’m already looking forward to the next!
I had a real tough day today. I fought with myself not to overeat. I am SOOOO hungry, not sure why. I’m satisfied with the control I had; my eating wasn’t too bad, just sort of sporadic. I still struggle with why I get this way…it’s so discouraging for me. I feel like I’ve run out of solutions and how to handle. There’s a part of me that temporarily just gives up. We are just about half way through the year and I feel like I made little progress. It’s just so frustrating at this point. I need something but I don’t know what it is, I’m missing something, somewhere, but I have no idea what it could be.
When I decided to do this half marathon I told myself that running would be the focus not losing weight, with the hopes that the weight would come off while I was preparing for the run. I’m beginning to doubt that decision since it is so important that I drop the weight to be able to run better.
My husband on the other hand is kicking butt with his weight loss right now! I am so proud of him and very excited for him…he is on a roll!!! He’s got to be close to his 20lbs mark. He is eating great and getting in cardio throughout the week…Nice work TJ!!!! My boys are all focused on eating better as well. They are making better choices. I just have to keep them active throughout the summer.
Still keeping a few great people in my prayers. It breaks my heart to see how some struggle. For my own sake, I need to pray for them and not let the challenges they face affect me. This is going to be such a tough thing for me to change.
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