Really, is it only Tuesday?  I am spent!  TJ and I are so grateful that there is no running around tonight.  We are sitting on the back porch relaxing while the boys are reading.  It has been quite a day, good, for the most part still draining non the less.

Today at work we had 401k meetings; I was anticipating many, including myself, dozing off during the seminar.  I must say the information was pretty darn good and the speaker was very engaging.  We have another session tomorrow, I'm looking forward to it.  We had lots of great feedback on the speaker as well as the material presented.  I must admit, we have a pretty damn good HR department; things were well planned, organized, and executed very well...hope I just didn't jinx myself for tomorrow.

I was a bit frazzled for a good part of the day.  I had to get in my car and just go for a ride to unwind and clear my head.  I was starving at the time but managed to avoid stopping and eating anywhere.  Once I collected my thoughts I headed back to work and ate what I had prepared.  I hate being stressed but there is nothing more rewarding to me then being able to not give into my urge to eat when I'm frazzled, upset...whatever it is I just know that I feel good about it.

Had my first workout with my cute, adorable little trainer today.  First things first, he asked, "mom tell me what you ate today".  After that he took me into our garage (which is a minor disaster right now) and we started our workout.  We started with push ups then sit ups.  I had to cross my arms across my chest when doing the sit ups..let me tell you I could not believe how much harder just crossing my arms made those sit ups for me haha  I kind of felt silly.  After that we hit the rowing machine than lifted the bar.  He threw two 5lb weights on the bar, had me bring from the floor to my chest then overhead to hold for 20 seconds haha.  I did whatever he wanted me to do regardless.  Then to top it off he had me juggle with rags for and eye coordination...which I am apparently lacking in a big way.  Ahhh I just love that kid.

That's it for me, I have literally thrown in the towel de jour; I need to rest my tired head and work on blocking out whatever might pop in there that will keep me awake tonight. But before that, I need to prepare some meals for the next couple of days.  I just need to keep moving forward...