Monday, Monday Ahhhh….so glad it’s behind me.  It wasn’t a horrible day there just wasn’t a good flow to it, I was exhausted, and distracted.  There seem to be lots of little things that have lose ends that I can’t seem to focus on long enough to time them; lots of procrastination going on here.

I’m constantly thinking about a doctor’s appointment coming up this Thursday…Second opinion day is almost here!  I’ve gone through the copies of my medical file at least 4 times and googled the test results.  I have a friend who also has a big doctor’s appointment on Thursday.  Hers is much more important than mine…I need to tell her not to stress over it since I seem to be creating enough for the both of us haha. 

I have a meeting for one of my sweet boy’s resource teacher tomorrow to review his IEP (Individual Education Plan).  We are working hard at getting him on track and keeping him there.  We want him off his medicine forever.  We are definitely headed in the right direction; he’s been doing well without so far.

I didn’t feel great in the afternoon; I felt pretty nauseous driving home and had a headache in addition to feeling as though I could fall asleep any moment.  I was seriously considering not working out this evening but did so anyway.  I felt SO much better afterwards.  That workout and a few good laughs was just what I needed.  It cleared my head, I was able to focus on something positive for the first time today, and it woke me up.  After the workout I ate, prepared food for the week, cleaned a bit, showered, and was sitting in bed by 8:00…not too bad.  I love that the day ended well.

Eating…it’s going so much better.  I feel like a ton of pressure has been lifted from me with my diet.  I feel like I’m in a more comfortable place.  While in this comfortable place, I’m trying to figure out what I need to do to prevent my next setback.  I keep contemplating going back to therapy just to get that outlet back.  Having an outlet, for me, is so important.  To be able to express what I feel hear what someone has to say, and move on is what I need to get passed things.

The great thing is that things are going well in all areas of my life.  There is such a great balance in my marriage right now, the kids are doing well, work is going well, and I have am working towards a couple of exciting things.  Don’t get me wrong, the hiccups are there, as they always are.   Well, now that I think about it, it could just be the way I’m handling the hiccups that’s creating the balance.  Maybe I’m just not making things worse than they need to be haha…that very well could be it.  I feel so much like my old self; I’m not sensitive to jokes or comments, I’m sincerely joking with others and the jokes have no hidden meanings behind them.  Life is fun again; I love the people around me.  The Lord has blessed me with an amazing life.  I am so thankful for that and even more thankful for the fact that I recognize it.