Just sitting here waiting for my sweet little Thespian to come home from rehearsal. For some reason I feel sick to my stomach, on the verge of tears, and I have a lump in my throat. There's a crazy mix of emotions running through me...its as if my past and present are colliding.
I'm not sure whats going on inside me right now...it's so odd. Maybe it's the combination of great times, missing my family and friends from New York, comparing my old life to this life. regrets, confusion...and more confusion and wonder...wondering if this is the place I should really be in and what my purpose is here...sometimes I can't help but wonder if there is a purpose for me.
Yes...I am totalling PMSing and I apprently started at 530PM yesterday...once my hormones level out I will be fine...but for the time being I will embrace the way I feel and miss the ones I love but can't be around.
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