What an odd day it’s been…Don’t get me wrong, it’s been a good day just odd.  I’ve been feeling real good the last couple of days.  Even with all the odd things that seem to be happening, I feel ok about things.  I’m working hard at not internalizing things; this is such a struggle for me.  If something doesn’t go as planned, if it goes wrong, or simply doesn’t go the way I expect it to, I question myself and try to figure out what I did wrong.  I beat myself up replaying things in my head and picking them apart to figure out what happened.  After I ware myself down I realize that it probably isn’t me; that it could easily be something or someone else. At the same time I’m going through that silly torment I put myself through, I’m praying my way out of it.  It has really helped me get through it and get over it.

I’ve been praying a lot lately.  I have something I need to sort out that I’m just not sure of.   Something I am real excited about that I’m hoping comes to fruition, a dear friend’s mom, and lots of other things.

Work has been very busy; lots of things going on there that need to be sorted out.  I’m hoping within the next day or so things will settle down.  Things settling at work will put my mind at ease and help me to think clearly about everything else.

We planted a vegetable garden today!  We are very excited about it.  Joe is most excited.  He wants to water the plants and spray them.  I can’t wait to see how it goes.  I’m not sure how well it will grow with the bugs around here.  We purchased and organic bug spray…hopefully that will do the trick.  One of the veggies we are growing is eggplant; the only thing I know to do with eggplant is to parmesan it, otherwise I’m clueless haha.  It should be a great learning experience and it will save lots of $$$ on fresh produce.

We had a great workout again today; I have something I need to take time to work out, like my fear of boxes. I can jump on a 12” box, but I struggle with doing it consecutively, without stopping.  It just gets in my head…its silly. Practice, practice J

I did well with my eating today…the weekend is coming up…always a challenge for me.  Here’s what I ate today:

700         2 eggs w/ turkey sausage 4oz prune juice

1115       small banana, protein shake, 8 almonds

145         6 oz steak ½ cup mushrooms

630         2 pork chops sautéed in olive oil, 1 cup broccoli