Lord it has been a busy day!  So thankful I made it through!  Work has been busy as we are preparing for training sessions next week;finalizing presentations, handouts and logistics can be stressful on top of daily tasks but it is fun.  I'm really looking forward to seeing how it all goes next week.

I absolutely love the ladies I get to spend my Wednesday evenings with.  They are such a wonderful group of inspirational, non judgemental, fun ladies.  I feel such peace when I am with them; they are so easy to share with.  Since it's been so hectic the past month I haven't been able to spend much time with them; I really missed being around them.  My husband is so awesome; he has given up one of his sports nights so I would be able to attend our small group more often.

Have you ever felt so good about yourself one day then the next day feel like crap?  That was me today during our workout...it really sucked.  I was so frustrated that I pretty much just gave up, this is not something I'm proud of.  We had 5 minutes to do a 400 meter run (I think that's what it was) then do as many overhead presses as possible, when that 5 minutes was up we had to run again then more overhead presses...continue that until you reach 100 over head presses.  It was so frustrating for me to spend most of the time on the run part and barely any time on the other.  I hate it when I can't  finish a workout....ugh!  Oh, well tomorrow is a new day and a new workout, hopefully it will be a successful one for me I can't afford to lose what little confidence I have gotten back.  I must say, from what little I did today, I am hurting haha.

Speaking of hurting, my darn big toe is hurting so bad.  Every night when I get in bed it just throbs,,,weird.  My toe nail is slowly coming off from the half marathon in December.  I am doing my best at ignoring it because just the thought of it makes me sick to my stomach haha.  Looks like I will be sporting a 3rd of a toenail during the summer months just like last year.

My eating was ok today...I could of have done without a few things but I'm not going to dwell on any of that. Otherwise it was all good and I was able to get a decent amount of water down.

Another day gone and I still feel at ease.  There is much peace in our lives...is it perfect? Nope it's not.  But everything I have in my life right now seems to be all I need.