It's been a very emotionally exhausting week for me; I am truly thankful I got through it. Looking forward to a nice weekend which will consist of celebrating Justin's birthday, baseball, and softball. I would love to get to the Flowertown Festival this weekend but I'm not so sure its going to happen.
After this week I'm thinking therapy may soon be needed. I'm worried that what I experienced this week has caused a big setback. I need to get pass this quickly before something else happens that really upset me; I don't want this compounded with anything else that may pop up.
I owe a special thanks to a couple great people who talked me through a time when I felt like I failed. I can't tell you how much I appreciate and love you :)
Trying to sort something out about getting back on track...my workouts have been pretty good all week. I'm really focusing on pushing myself through and not stalling. I need to get my head on straight so I can get back on track with the diet. I have a big problem getting back on track, at times it takes weeks. I cant let myself go further than a few days;a week at the most. I need to push, push, push myself.
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